"...the most important relationship to have is with yourself...because no matter what happens you will always be with yourself."

-Diane Von Furstenberg

Sunday, July 25, 2010

edge of desire

well i woke up and went to lunch with my mom then we went shopping i got:
  • 3 pairs of underwear
  • 2 shirts
  • 1 bottle of perfume
  • jar
came home waited for kailey to get off work to see if we were going to run. she worked a long shift so she didnt want to so i went to her house and we watched movies. my shoulder hurts it keeps making the awful popping noises every now and then and is basically useless. my mom got me a cool thing that specifically for icing your shoulder so its like attached to you. i love it. everyone i texted today would stop texting in the middle of the conversation which made me mad but oh well tomorrow should uneventful.



Young and full of running
Tell me where has that taken me?
Just a great figure eight or a tiny infinity?

Love is really nothing
But a dream that keeps waking me,
For all of my trying
We still end up dying, how can it be?

Don't say a word just come over and lie here with me,
'Cause I'm just about to set fire to everything I see,
I want you so bad, I'll go back on the things I believed,
There I just said it, I'm scared you'll forget about me.

So young and full of running, all the way to the edge of desire
Steady my breathing, silently screaming,
"I have to have you now"
Wired and I'm tired
Think I'll sleep in my clothes on the floor
Maybe this mattress will spin on its axis and find me on yours

Don't say a word just come over and lie here with me
'Cause I'm just about to set fire to everything I see
I want you so bad I'll go back on the things I believe
There I just said it, I'm scared you'll forget about me

Don't say a word just come over and lie here with me
'Cause I'm just about to set fire to everything I see
I want you so bad I'll go back on the things I believe
There I just said it, I'm scared you'll forget about me

edge of desire by john mayer. basically how im feeling in every way. now i know what your thinking, this is not for him this is not for ben. this is not for a boy or anyone for that matter. its just how im feeling. i need to be needed, want to be wanted. nothing more.

spelling it out as best i can,
Jack

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