and yet again i spent another night tossing and turning, begging for the sleep that wouldnt come. i dont think i actually fell asleep until 3 this time. fantastic. he has finally caught up on sleep and now im loosing it which will make for great dates im telling you, really just terrific. especially when the only attitude i have when im tired is sarcastic, impatient, and catty. meow. but i shall try very hard to keep my cool so that we can have a nice time doing whatever were doing tomorrow. oh, oh this just in...were going to a movie. ah well thats fine i think the best part about the movie is it gives me an excuse to hold his hand for long periods of time without letting go. yeah i like holding hands, its one of my favorites.